Not now doesn't mean not ever.

Dear Baby Mine,
You didn't come this month, I was sad when I knew you weren't in there.  I had hoped so much that you were going to come now, but you have other plans, and I don't understand them, but that's ok.  I keep telling myself that not now doesn't mean not ever, just because you didn't come last month doesn't mean you aren't coming.. it just means I need to be patient, and you will come when you are ready.  I just hope you are ready soon Baby Mine.  I haven't given up, and I won't give up, I know someday soon you will join our family.  Hurry home Baby Mine, we are still waiting.
Love to the moon and back, forever and always,
Mommy